Feeling like my life going down hill

 Hi there, so today was not a good day for me at all. First, I find out that we were served and the only way for us to stay where we are is if I give her $445 to go towards rent, and even know that does sound like a good amount, I had already had arrangements with my car dealership since I was not able to make a whole payment 2 weeks ago. The arrangement I had made with them was that I was going to pay them $325 for this weeks payment and the remaining amount due for the last payment, plus I also have to pay a double payment to daycare of $376.50 plus their late fee, since daycare is due weekly and I get paid biweekly. 

Now I know these amounts are not big, but together those equal the amount of my paychecks. And to make matters worse, she was like and they said they'll work with us if we can pay half of this month's rent and she was like yes we'll have it on Friday when your Child Tax Credit hits... I turned my head towards her so fast, um no ma'am I did not say that you can have that check too. The worse thing to do is pay your bills around someone else checks. 

I'm sorry y'all this was just a way I found good to vent.